Viel zu feel
"Viel zu feel" is an exhibtion, first seen at the "Kammermusikfestival Regensburg" 2024.
The collection of 13 images show a personal journey through a depressive episode. Each picutre is accompanied by a short text.
Acrylic on canvas, 60*80 cm and 70*100 cm
Rock bottom is a quiet place
When you've reached rock bottom (and you can accept that you've reached it), take a look around. Lay down. Rest. Take your time. Breathe. Only interact with living things who can accept where you are. They will take care. Ask for help. They will do their best. Trust them. Just do. It will only go upwards from now.
The wounded animal will be spared.
Inner child
You furios creature, you terrible guest, you outgrow me! My skin tightens up, stretched around your enormous soul. You can do anything.
Thy will be done!
The Companion
My fear, my love, there you are! When I'm alone I can count on you. You were there in my darkest hours, by my side in my weakest times. But now I can see your power and strength. You guide my paths but be aware, that from now on, I go ahead of you!
The Flow
Dark river, silent and deep. Take me away, I think it's okay. Dark river, strong and cold, I stoppped the fight, I feel your flow. I follow your path, I can let go. Dark river, carry me away.
It's okay. I'm okay.
Scary-go-round
I think she hates me. It’s probably because I‘m so loud. And big. Am I healthy? When is that doctor’s appointment again? I should do more sports. But I‘m so tired. I work seven days a weak. You are such a lazy bitch! You don’t even have kids. But I have cats! Did I clean their toilets today? Ugh, I hate it. Hopefully the black little demon didn’t shit himself again while I was at work. Omg did I say something strange today in that meeting? What was that look my boss gave me? I‘m such a looser. Everybody knows how shitty you are at your job. Soon they‘ll find out… Next time you‘re doomed!
The Warrior
In the deepest thickens, a beast is sneaking around. The predator is searching for you and whispers in your ear: You too shall be mine... Dark thoughts are living here. Your tired eyes almost see him as a salvation in the dark. But be careful and watch your step. He is a part of your nature, but he is not your friend. Not today. You can run and you can fight. And be sure, that you are strong. Your bright future waits for you right behind this jungle of fear. You deserve it.
And you will get through this.
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